hais. i m so sad can. these few daes so mani things happen. =(
o7.o3.o6 tuesdae went out wif dardar. went to toa pyoah watch movie wif him. i m so happi wif him . 7 march o6 is e dae he finish his probation. he ish free.i m happi cux i noe he is v happi bout it. bud i m juz afraid tt he will do wrong things again. i dun wan anythin tuh happen to yoohx can. sobb. den we went to toa pyoah dere watch movie. e movie ppl so kpkb can. we oredi bought hao tix fer final destination 3 ler. yet wen we wanna go into e cinema.dey dun let us go. cux dey sae.i dun look lyk 16. fuck alrh. mk dar,so dulan. den e ppl change tix fer us. in e end.we turn out to watch big momma house 2 .e show quite bored. mi n dar.onii watch bout 45 mins jiu go out ler. hais. den after it, went tuh his house tuh pei him . hais.i m realli v deeply in love wif yoohx. juz e one n onii U . o8.o3.o6 n o9.o3.o6 wed n thu hais. on wed nv mit him. bud i can sae i realli misses him v v v badly. mah lyfe sucks without him alrh. how i wish i can pei him every mins n seconds.bud i dun think tt is possible. hais. i wanna run away frm home tuh pei yoohx. bud u dun wan. cux u dun wan i disobey mah parents.hais =( den on phone, mk dao dar dulan. sry dar.i nt gu yi yao mk u dulan. no next tym ler. muackx. sobb sobb. den on thu 09.o3.o6 went tuh shi guan tuh find dar. hais. so mani ppls dere can. bud i still go find him. no matter where he ish. i will go find yoohx wen yoo r free fer mi. muackx. mah heart is realli feelin v bad. u noe? i cant b ly ur ex. mah mum is strict. she dun let mi out often. i wanna mk u happi , i wan pei u everydae. i wan run away. hais. =( dar.wo zhen de zhen de dui ni chi xin yi pian . 10.o3.o6 fridae <33 mit him at his house.dar is so pig. wake up at 1 pm plus. so zhu can. yet still sae i zhu. mrMUI is mah big pig. hee. muackx. at 6 pm plus,pei dar go his house down dere de kopitiam eat. dar.teaches mi fiercely. to grow up. m i realli a small kid? i'm nt k. hais =( . i juz wanna tuh b love n coax by yoohx. is it tt diff .i wanna spend everydae wif yoohx. yoohx = to mah everythin. hais hais . den at bout 9 plus dar,send mi go tk taxi. todae onii mit him bout 7 hours lyk tt onii. so short can. hais. if one dae, u can pei mi 24 hours jiu hao. SOB =( shen shen de ai zhe ni . MR MARTIN MUI MING CHONG. e guy who mk a difference tuh mah lyfe <33 loving yoohx v v v deeply. dun ever leave mi alone TIONGXIM *
magicalescapade_10:47 PM
magicalescapade_10:46 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
dardar . mah baobeiix llaogong mr MUI. wo nw hao xiang ni. yoohx nw still doin ur liondance. sob =( xinku ni ler mah dear. i m so heartpain. yoohx everydae ish so xinku . hais hais =( yeah. i m finalli meetin yoohx tml. haf nt seen yoohx fer 2 daes ler. bud i was oredi missing yoohx lyk hell. lyfe without yoohx, mah heart was realli empty. i haf gone blur. i still remember tt yoohx told mie. wen yoohx r around wif mi, everythin will b fearless. i m nt scared of everythin nw, bud juz scared yoohx leave mie. i m so happi tt yoohx todae through phone yoohx told mi those words. its realli mk mi v v happi. ni zhen de shi wo de everythin. wo zhen de bu ke yi mei you ni. todae nosebleed in sch. bleed alot. it mk mi feel v giddy. i m juz so weak n useless. bud i haf promise mah laogong, i will b stronger. n i realli will. trust mi bout it. wif yoohx by mah side. i m nt gonna gif up no matter wad happen. laogong. tml probation finish ler. i m realli v v happi. he will b regainning his freedom tml . den hopefully he will haf more time to pei wo. realli hope. at least 3 daes a week hor. tt wad yoohx promise mi ler k. wo ke yi everythin dou bu yao, bu guo jiu shi cannot mei you ni. I M IN NEED OF UR LOVE. UR EVERYTHIN . hais =( mrs MUi NEED mr MUI nw till fOrever n ever
magicalescapade_3:40 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
hais. so fast mi n mr mui jiu 32 daes ler. i so in love wif him ehhx. i promise i did nt lie bout anythin i said . hais. juz wish he can b wif mi forever n ever. his probation dis cumin tue jiu end ler. i m beri happi fer him tt his probation end. bud dis is oso e start of mah nightmare. i scared he get himself into trouble again. dar. i noe u promise wont get into trouble. bud i noe ur character. tt y i m afraid. i m veri afraid. i juz dun wish to l0st yoohx. yoohx r mah everythin. bu yao leave wo yi ge ren alone de. i cant live de ler. i wan yoohx. juz e one n onii yoohx can mk mi smile. hais. tml is school dae again. stressed ehx. facin e toopid neo tml again. pray pray tml yoohx wont cum find mi. tml havin physics test. hope can juz pass.. haf tried tuh study. bud things cant get in. i m sry . hais. i m useless. bud dar. i haf promise yoohx tt i will b strong. i will prove to yoohx. no more tears will b shed easily animore. i juz wan yoohx safe n sound pei mi everydae. zhen de deeply in love wif yoohx. loving yoohx more n more everydae. ni yong yuan shi wo de wei yi. wo men yi bei zi yong bu fen li. muackx.
listenin to energy de zui huo yi ci.
dar. hais.
magicalescapade_2:58 AM
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